George got a call from Recruit Express the other day. we went there last week to find jobs. the company was at orchard takashimaya tower. we there to fill in our details so they could find a job for us. by the way, us refers to george, kayhowe and me. so far i think only george received a call from them. i'd go ask kayhowe next time.
the explorer kids at downtown east also called me down for an interview. i was kinda happy when they called me, i thought had i finally found a job. but then when i went down with lian mei and her friend, the interviewer told us that explorer kids would be closed from 14 or 15 march because they were going to transfer to the next entertainment hub. the new building at downtown east. they were looking for people who could commit after vacation which is what i cannot do. my results are already so damn lousy. having to work every week would surely bring it down another level, hahaha! and then i went cheers to apply for a job. well, the person said the manager might call me down for an interview the day after since he/ she was not around that day. oh well. he/ she didn't call me. another dashed hope. damn, NEED JOB! need lobangs!!! need MONEY! hahaha! RECRUIT EXPRESS PLEASE CALL ME!!!
i have no idea why i need money. maybe it's to give me the sense of security that if something happens, at least i'd have some money to back me up. or maybe i want to buy another guitar, i'm mad.
nowadays i really feel like doing anything. though i say i need a job, i don't really feel like working. everything feels so meaningless. i keep thinking of you and.. i wonder how you feel about me. and i get these random occasionally lapses of heartaches and i have no idea why. they just happen. why can't things be a little more simple.
confidence is a lie people blind themselves with to seem smarter, i just can't lie to myself
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