GOT JOB

i didn't go for the interview today because i was lazy. not because toa payoh was far but because i was lazy to write a resume. so.... i flipped open the classifieds and started looking. then i read one. 'Customer service at CCs'. it seems easy, so i called. guess what. the lady over the phone asked me to send a resume over. damn!! why resume?!!! so ma fan sia.... but oh well.. in the end i did write a resume and sent it over. super fast sia, they called me about 5 mins after i submitted it. i think they were desperately looking for someone to fill the position, because the lady kept emphasising on attendance, tell me to finish the assignment don't halfway quit. i was assigned to some kolam ayer community centre. ulu ulu one, at geylang bahru. hope it'll be an easy job! i will start work tomorrow at 1pm.

i had another dream last night! weird dream. i dreamt i fell down and knocked my teeth against something, forgot what it was. my canines broke off and my mouth bleeding like crazy. for some reason, in my dream, i was able to look into my mouth without looking into a mirror. because it broke off i tried to pull out the rest of the tooth out of my mouth. oh ya, then there as no blood already for some reason. hahaha! weird stuff happen in dreams. hahaha!

wish me luck for work!
Good Day!

conclusion of damned job

alright, so i went for the damn door to door flyer distribution thing, i realise that for the work we have to do, it's a damn rip off, seriously. 5 blocks i do about 3-4 hours, i only suppose to get 10 dollars. wtf? trust me it's damn tiring. somemore it was at punggol, i take mrt there so expensive, count in the travel expenses i think i don work better. hahaha! but i made a new friend today! her name is kulali, from TP too, mechatronics. i guess its worth it to make a new friend.

last night i laid on my bed thinking her. it was mixed with what the job today would be like. u know like.. how i'm going to cheong the flyers. i couldn't sleep for a long awhile, when i finally fell asleep, i had a dream. i dreamt of her. in my dream, i couldn't see her face. all i saw was her back view.. again. i was in the mrt. i only saw her after i got off and turned back to look into the carriage. her friend turned and looked at me. just like yesterday night. but she was oblivious. i guess this must mean something right? it happened just like yesterday night at tampines, just that in my dream, the setting was a different place. not at the bus terminal but underground in a mrt station. hahaha! i must have an affinity with transport places.

i just booked a slot for my basic theory test, i hope i can pass in just one try. hate doing retests. damn.. i think i should book afew slots now then next time if cannot make nit then just cancel then at least i have another one to back me up, hahaha! playing safe! lazy to type more.

Good Day

what a walk at tampines.....

today was the usual, slacking day. except today i did try to find jobs! i sent an email to some homebased data entry shit, turned out to be a 'scam'. its something like network marketing, except there is no company BUT it does work, it does earn money for you at home. seriously, definitely. well..i paid 25 dollars through bank transfer thanks to it. i wonder if i should use this method to recoup my loss? someone please advise me!!! i don want to scam people!! hahaha! Supposedly this method is legal. but i'm not very sure about it. i wish someone would clarify this for me. email the police ask whether this is legal! hahaha! for more information about the 'scam', ASK ME. hahaha!

i also smsed this guy for some door to door flyer distributing, no choice lah, desperate for money already.... hahaha! i'm suppose to start tomorrow. they say go sembawang mrt station at 12pm. thats...... far. damn... the pay rate is 16-20 dollars per 10 blocks. damn low. but oh well................. at least got abit of money. tomorrow i will wear bermudas and sports shoes and cheong all the way!! it will last 4 h0urs he said. 4 hours=240 minutes. if i do ten blocks, i have to finish 1 block in... wtf?! 24 mins?! omg! i'll have to do for minimum 6 days too. nevermind lah, short term job, hope I can at least get a hundred and fifty outta this lame shit. after this shit then i think i'll find another short term job before school starts.

oh ya, about the title of this post, getting to the main point. i met many people at tampines today when i went for a walk alone. the first person i met... i dunno whether she saw me or not. oh well.. what matters is i saw her. what a coincidence.. i saw her after i got off the bus when i started making my way to TM. i only saw her back. but i knew it was her, definitely. i couldn't be mistaken. definitely not with her. she probably didn't see me. my mood dampened alittle after seeing her, it just happens, no idea, why it happens. the next person i met was sherlyn! seeing her cheered me up alittle. hahaha! i think it's because she's really nice. As usual, i suanned her. hahaha! she's damn funny. i can really understand why Don likes her. i walked around somemore. i met yunzhen and jiemin! those 2 people slacking at haagen daas! hahaha! wah kao. xiang shou sia. chatted awhile then i continued my walk. i then met tingting, juanjie they all. i think they should be having some group outing or something. besides those 2 i only recognised another girl from anglican high, the rest i didn't really take notice of them. hahaha! then i continued my walk for a while more. i was tempted to go BHG again, but.... i didn't of course.. didn't dare to. walk around the pasar malam and had my favourite cheese hotdog!! damn nice. hahaha! pasar malam confirm must eat. imba. alrighty no more! i went home after that!

think i better sleep soon and wake up early, i have no idea how long it's going to take from bedok to sembawang so better set out early. mustn't be late ya know! hahaha!

Good Day

yo i'm back! and still jobless............

i really want a job!!!! (half heartedly) he really wants to work! he NEEDS the money!!! he needs to pay for chalet! he needs to pay for driving!! my chalet application got approved already, my chalet will be from 16th to 19th of june, haven decided what to do with it yet. it's book first then decide what to do with it. at most if i can't think of anything to do i'll just 'sell' it someone else i guess, hahaha! maybe just a regular party? just invite friends over and hang out? hahaha! i'll think of that next time. and about driving, i went to the comfort delgro shit at ubi today.. or rather yesterday. oh wow. look at the time. hahaha! anyways, i registered for theory and practical. the registration fee is $166 dollars (wtf?). lucky i had NETS with me, if not would have been super malu cuz i didn't bring that much cash with me. nearly got hacked by my mother, she told me to register for theory only, but whats done is done, hahahaha! can't wait to drive!! first! i must pass the stupid basic theory test! sian... theory theory theory... can't escape studying. it should be quite easy i guesss.....? i'll go look at the handbook later today or somethin. maybe today the newspaper will have good jobs!!! maybe! maybe they would want to hire students who can only work for barely a month!! *self deception*


ahaha. better go sleep, my mother just came out to scold me.

Good Day!

you belong to me = jason wade from life house

this songs rocks... seriously

chalet ended!

today was the last day of chalet. i was really looking forward to it before the exams but somehow when it came, it didn't turn out to be very exciting. i think it's because i was kind of anti social, i didn't go with the rest to wild wild wet, i wasn't really very active during the BBQ, when they went to play i stayed in the chalet and touched my guitar. i was looking forward to the 'performance' andy and i had planned for the class. we planned to perform 2 songs. love will keep us alive by the Eagles and time of your life by green day. in the end we didn't get to and we, for a moment, got melissa lin angry at us. we were practising when mel lin came and asked us to join in the games but we refused because we were intending to do the songs after. she got angry and left. after practising, we realised that there weren't much people left at the chalet and everyone was busy. playing mahjong, watching mahjong. sleeping? it wasn't really a good time to play. but we still. just that nobody really paid much attention. because they were playing mahjong. it was a real disappointment.

when albert left for home, andy and i sent him out of the chalet grounds. we then slacked at the Sunset Bar. there was supposed to be live band performances so we sat and watched but of course, we felt bad about being free loaders so we got a mug of tiger beer as 'tickets' to the performance. they played 'leaving on jet plane' by john denver, 'to love somebody' by beegees and other songs. there weren't much people around at the sunset bar. welll. this was expected, after all it was a weekday night. it's fun listening to a band playing live. i hope one day i can be like them too. playing infront of a live audience. alright... that sounded a little stupid. hahaha! i don't mind going back just to watch performances again. i'll go back there again one day.

after getting back, i tried playing cabalsea, somehow it didn't felt to be that appealing anymore. i can't keep my mind set on something for too long. that includes games but it may be a good thing though. errr well except for when it involves school work.

I'll end here now. Good Day.

JOB JOB WHERE ARE YOU!

George got a call from Recruit Express the other day. we went there last week to find jobs. the company was at orchard takashimaya tower. we there to fill in our details so they could find a job for us. by the way, us refers to george, kayhowe and me. so far i think only george received a call from them. i'd go ask kayhowe next time.

the explorer kids at downtown east also called me down for an interview. i was kinda happy when they called me, i thought had i finally found a job. but then when i went down with lian mei and her friend, the interviewer told us that explorer kids would be closed from 14 or 15 march because they were going to transfer to the next entertainment hub. the new building at downtown east. they were looking for people who could commit after vacation which is what i cannot do. my results are already so damn lousy. having to work every week would surely bring it down another level, hahaha! and then i went cheers to apply for a job. well, the person said the manager might call me down for an interview the day after since he/ she was not around that day. oh well. he/ she didn't call me. another dashed hope. damn, NEED JOB! need lobangs!!! need MONEY! hahaha! RECRUIT EXPRESS PLEASE CALL ME!!!

i have no idea why i need money. maybe it's to give me the sense of security that if something happens, at least i'd have some money to back me up. or maybe i want to buy another guitar, i'm mad.

nowadays i really feel like doing anything. though i say i need a job, i don't really feel like working. everything feels so meaningless. i keep thinking of you and.. i wonder how you feel about me. and i get these random occasionally lapses of heartaches and i have no idea why. they just happen. why can't things be a little more simple.

confidence is a lie people blind themselves with to seem smarter, i just can't lie to myself

who's the REAL asshole now?

i read a blog just now. it was presenting characteristics which an asshole possessed. i'm just gonna roughly touch on afew stuff which i felt weren't really right, i'm not going back to read that blog, because seriously.. it's just another asshole trying to seek attention by presenting his unrefined, uncivilised views. whoops did i use the word 'asshole'? oh well. its a word befitting him. lets see what i can remember.... oh yeah, he's really against fat people. he said they were 'fat fucks'. anyway, he said who snore loudly are assholes and most of them are 'fat fucks'. i'm saying in a way which may not seem offensive, but seriously... you should have read the way he phrased his words. anyway, how do you control snoring? then he was saying those who do brush their teeth at night before they go to sleep, those who do not bathe before they go to sleep and dug their noses .. blablabla. and then... as he said, he pulled the 'fat fucks' in again. i understand why it displeased him but that is the way some people are. we have no right to judge them. i don't mean he should not express what he felt in his blog but generalising the characteristics of an asshole relating them constantly to fat people. it's just screwed up. i was kind of worked up after reading it, i feel like punching him in the face whoever he is. but i really think he REALLY is the REAL asshole. hahaha! and did i he say he was against people following the japanese culture too? he was saying, 'how could people choose japanese over french?' why not? you have your preferences so do other people, what right have you to judge japanese as inferior to french. again, he is judging. i hate think that such people exist in this world. trying to create discords out of nothing for his own selfish, attention-seeking pleasures. his low emotional intelligence will bring his downfall.

i need a job seriously!!

see.. i have nothing to do, therefore i come to blog again. today, i went with george and kayhowe to recruit express to look for jobs. it's a job agency by the way. we were told there were currently no job vacancies but we would be notified if there were openings. i guess all i can do is wait. or go find another job on my own. Cheers at downtown east has a notice looking for people. i feel going in to ask. i'm really desperate for job and money already. hai... and i realise i have been eating too much fast food and too much unhealthy stuff. my tummy is getting bigger. i can feel it already. i guess it REALLY is time to do something about it. hahaha! been really inactive since i entered poly. i think i will die of heart attack or get diabetes soon. i will definitely get diabetes due to heredity. it's only a matter of time. hahaha!  but heart attack... i will if i don't control my diet soon. hahaha! alright, i'm finished here, byebye!

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Home by Micheal Buble, beautiful song

Nothing to do.. blog..

i think i've been coming here more often nowadays.. i think it's because i really have nothing to do. i'm using windows live writer to blog right now. it's quite cool. it actually comes with the installation of windows live messenger, well, you'll have to indicated that you want to install windows live writer before the installation if not it doesn't include it. it actually works just like the posting thing on blogger.com but it's kinda cool to have it in your computer. i think it saves a copy of the post on your computer too. then there's the usual 'insert picture' all those stuff. i'm still exploring the features, hahaha!

 

i've been attempting to write songs recently, but haven't been successful just yet. i guess i'll just have to keep trying! maybe i have no talent...? but i'm still going to try!! if i do manage to force something out of my brain i'll post it up here! hahaha! but i doubt it'll be anything good anyway. hahaha!

 

today i slacked the whole day at home until in the afternoon, alan asked me to go Tampines Mall with him to buy shoes and bottom. Going shopping with him is quite a torture from past experiences. i shan't elaborate. hahaa! long story. LONG. but surprisingly the 'story' today was quite short, hahaha! I saw 2 good friends of Hers' at Tampines Mall. i saw one of them at the Mac opposite KFC. and another one while i was walking to MRT station. i was hoping to see her too... but i guess it was just a coincidence that i saw 2 of her friends. i believe they probably didn't even know the other was at Tampines.

It's time to get a job again. i'm already starting to get bored and beginning to start sleeping half-days away. i should find something constructive to do. i should go running or swimming today. anyway, it reminds  me, my mother asked me this morning, 'did anyone ask you to act as the role of zhubajie?' ...... wtf? hahaha! of course, it was jokingly of course, but i know i am fat. SELF AWARENESS....

 

good day! to everyone having holidays! enjoy!