yo. i'm screwed up

i realised i'm not as passive as i think i am, like deleted a few of my previous posts. but i don really regret it though, just thinking why i did that, hahahha! i really wish i had much more self confidence, i really admire people with it. when i look at them, it just seems so scary to be in the same situation as them, putting myself in their shoes, i would have given up hope. hai.... its morning 7.04am, i woke up for awhile, it's time to go back to sleep, goodnight