Sunday, January 27, 2008

damn projects

too many projects, today went to school at 11.30pm to do BCS project, i was supposed to meet melissa png at 11.30pm, supposed. but of course, girls will be girls, she was late for 30mins then i went to lab first to wait for her. seriously designing websites very sian, hahaha, very troublesome, linking here and linking there. i get totally confused when i see the html code so i'm really afraid to go touch the codes. later edit the stuff then the website screw up then i'll have to start over again, thats not good, not good at all. thats y i always make sure i look at the position of the codes i paste inside properly before i preview the thing, so that i can delete it if it screws up, hahhaa! just to play safe. alot of people were there doing their bcs project too. the lab closed at about 4pm+ i think, then we had to leave, but lucky i was done with the project at that time. its been a really boring day, i went home to sleep after that, then now i'm doing socio ppt, not even one slide is done though i opened powerpoint for almost 2 hours. just talking to a few people online.

i found her blog yesterday. i spent afew hours reading her history, the only story i'm interested in. i feel like a stalker. i bookmarked it, i went in ten times in the last 24 hours though there was no update. maybe i'm waiting for another sneak peak into her life which i will never be a part of. but its nice to have someone to think of again, i don have expectations of love anymore. all i want to do is dwell in the shadows watching her beautiful graceful self as she lives her life unaware of me.

good day

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