Tuesday, October 23, 2007

school starts!

2nd day of school, boring shit, didn't really play alot this holiday compared to past holidays, hahaha, maybe because i worked? not many interesting subjects like FNB this semester, infact, none. hahhaa!

anyway, i was talking to this girl from rj today, knew through another friend who needed my help for her p/w project, not really my help but help from my fellow poly-mates. they were doing a survey. she's really really really smart. well, what can u expect, RJC sia. hahaha! ya know what i'm most afraid talking to people i don't know very well? it's being irritating, i've been called irritated by afew more 'important' people in my life and i didn't like it, it hurt. not saying this rj girl is 'important' to me in that 'you-know' sense, but she seems really really nice. whenever people are nice to me, the more afraid i am to bother them. except for, of course, people i've known for a long long time like kayhowe. but i do feel afraid to bother him at times too. so i think i sorta developed a phobia towards people calling me irritating. so to anyone who's read this, please please please don say i'm irritating, use some other word, like errr............. errr..... i dunno, just to make it sound nicer. but i do try not be irritating, i really don't know when i'm bothering someone or not so sometimes i end a conversation early. please don't blame me.

here! one of my fears, hahaha!

good day!

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