6th day at work... i think

i think today is my 6th day at work, today i was transfered to another section, i was previously doing floor, collecting plates, maintain the tables and stuff, and that section is called 'floor', today i do 'hot'. as the name suggests, 'hot', refers to hot food. this is a one-man section. since today is my first day doing this, i was assigned a trainer. i didn't enjoy doing 'hot' one bit. the trainer was not patient, her english wasn't very good, that i can understand, but her instructions were unclear. ok, i'm sorry, i'm slow at learning, but c'mon, today is my first bloody day, how the hell u expect me to do as well as u do everyday. the worst thing is i may have to do it for the rest of my life in seoul garden, probably end of the month. i already told my manager that i may have to stop working at the end of december. he gave me 2 options, to quit completely with a letter of resignation or work less days a week. but i really don want do already, george got another lobang, go do banquet, but is got job then go do one, hahaha, i'm not despo for money also, i think i'll take that loh, its late, i'll probably type the letter of resignation tomorrow after work. shit, tomorrow got work, 10am to 5pm, 7 hours sia............. shit........... hai.... somemore i'm doing 'hot'. anyway, i guess u dunno what 'hot' section does. it cooks all the cooked food, simple. and i think its a heavy responsibility which i dare not carry, i'm afraid i'll screw up then the food like shit, then i DIE. hai........ nevermind, at least its in the morning and i don have to doing any cleaning. guess i'll sleep soon loh. end now loh. good day