as usual...

as usual, today go to work, my shift start at 12pm all the way until 5pm, today super sian, didn't really feel like working but still tried to smile at the customers, fortunately none of them were mean. then aini my colleague and friend told me she gotta attend a wedding dinner tomorrow night, told me to help her cover her shift. so i agreed. so tomorrow, which was suppose to my off day, is now occupied. sian................ i hate doing night shifts, i hate clearing up and cleaning!!! hahaha, but at least i don have to wake up so early tomorrow. then sunday christmas eve i also have to work, also night shift. monday there's a gift exchange at 10pm i think, everyone buy present and exchange. haha, haven done that for a really long time. i'm quitting at the end of the month, i think i will miss the people at seoul garden.

after work today, i went to eat ajisen with zhenyan, cindy and ngia fung. i ate pork curry ramen! very nice! but i never stir properly before then i finish the noodles, the bottom soup
damn thick, quite salty, if not i would've finished the soup. cindy order the dunno what volcano ramen, damn spicy, she eat until want to die like that, hahaha! ngia fung ate pork curry ramen too. he eat until his face super sweaty, like just finished running like that, seriously...

after eating, i rushed off to my uncle's house, just came back not long ago. they want to gather cuz my aunt and cousins just came back from England. talk and take pictures, not much stuff. hope i'll be in a better mood to work tomorrow. hai... good day

today's just another day

nothing much happened today, i was on floor, heng not on 'hot', if not i screw up like crazy again, today is 1st shift, tomorrow gotta work again, but is 2nd shift, have to go home late. hope the month faster end then i don have to work already, and i can't wait for the chalet to come. i can't wait to start doing NYAA gold, i can't wait to get Os results, not that i think that they'll be good, its because by then, it'll be february and then i'll know where i'm going to go, jc or poly. i hate the feeling of being direction-less. i end now loh, nothing to say loh, good day

6th day at work... i think

i think today is my 6th day at work, today i was transfered to another section, i was previously doing floor, collecting plates, maintain the tables and stuff, and that section is called 'floor', today i do 'hot'. as the name suggests, 'hot', refers to hot food. this is a one-man section. since today is my first day doing this, i was assigned a trainer. i didn't enjoy doing 'hot' one bit. the trainer was not patient, her english wasn't very good, that i can understand, but her instructions were unclear. ok, i'm sorry, i'm slow at learning, but c'mon, today is my first bloody day, how the hell u expect me to do as well as u do everyday. the worst thing is i may have to do it for the rest of my life in seoul garden, probably end of the month. i already told my manager that i may have to stop working at the end of december. he gave me 2 options, to quit completely with a letter of resignation or work less days a week. but i really don want do already, george got another lobang, go do banquet, but is got job then go do one, hahaha, i'm not despo for money also, i think i'll take that loh, its late, i'll probably type the letter of resignation tomorrow after work. shit, tomorrow got work, 10am to 5pm, 7 hours sia............. shit........... hai.... somemore i'm doing 'hot'. anyway, i guess u dunno what 'hot' section does. it cooks all the cooked food, simple. and i think its a heavy responsibility which i dare not carry, i'm afraid i'll screw up then the food like shit, then i DIE. hai........ nevermind, at least its in the morning and i don have to doing any cleaning. guess i'll sleep soon loh. end now loh. good day

today never work!!!!

i work 5days a week, today's one of the 2 days that i need not work, the first day was on tuesday. yesterday not bad sia, some malay girls wrote a good feedback to the manager on me sia. they said i was polite, hahahahaa! i'm polite sia! how many people can say they even know about a feedback form in Seoul Garden, much less wrote one. even i working at seoul garden i also dunno, muahahahahaha!!! hmm... i dunno sia, i maybe have to quit at the end of the month, cuz january got stuff and i cannot afford to miss them, got kayaking 2star with those part Ds doing NYAA gold, and of course the chalet from 11jan to 15jan. they're all on weekends which make it even worse, its compulsory for me to work on weekends sia. then i think no leave one, have to get someone to replace ur shift and u have to go back and do. example ur working in urworking in the first shift and u can't make it, u gotta get someone to replace u then go back for the second shift in the evening. super mah fan. hm... actually i'm starting to like the job already, but i won't miss my chalet and kayaking for anything!!! hahaha, good day

3rd day at work

if u people don't know i'm currently working at seoul garden tampines, but please, don come and kachiao kachiao ah, my boss will kill me. i won't post too much today cuz my fingers hurt from the scrubbing of the stove and i burnt my fingers. stupid me, i go and touch the damn trivet, then i my nervous system lag, touch so long then feel then finally let go. i just reached home not long ago, today do evening shift, tomorrow also, 5pm to about 11pm. tuesday then no work. sian, hope my fingers get better tomorrow or else i'll die sia. so far, i clear plates, clear table, do maintenance on the stove, thats all. i'll stop here, good day

orientation training today

today i went to marina square seoul garden for the orientation training. they taught how to disassemble the stove, assemble the stove, how to clean the stove. seriously, quite mah fan sia. the stove so many parts, what ornament frame, what inner box etc. next time, u think of playing with food at seoul garden, think of the people who're gonna clear up after ur mess. the training started at 3pm and ended at 7pm. teach teach teach then it ended with a theory test. i still not very sure with the pricings sia, damn. the tm seoul garden manager called me shortly after the training ended, very efficient sia. i'm suppose to start on this friday, 10am to 5pm, i hope i won't screw up. furthermore, i'll be working alone... hai... guess i'll make new friends there.
today training also alone, most of them were malays, i dunno why, and nope, i am not racist, its just an observation i made. i almost got lost in marina square second floor and almost late, so bloody big, i run here run there then found out i totally missed it when i was coming up the escalator. it was positioned behind the escalator and the escalator was outside of the mall itself. u could say it was 'outside' of marina square. anyway,i missed it and i went inside to run. after the training i went into the mall again, i got lost again, then i found the damn escalator only a stone throw away from seoul garden.

i am here because i can't sleep. maybe its because i've too much stuff on my mind. i don understand too many thiwngs about you. i don't kno why, i don't know why, i don't know why. i'm probably not making any sense to u people, but it doesn't matter, its for my eyes. just write shuang only. hahaha...

anyway, time to end it off once again... good day...

now playing... everything - lifehouse

Find Me Here
Speak To Me
I want to feel you
I need to hear you
You are the light
That's leading me
To the place where I find peace again.

You are the strength, that keeps me walking.
You are the hope, that keeps me trusting.
You are the light to my soul.
You are my purpose...you're everything.

How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?

You calm the storms, and you give me rest.
You hold me in your hands, you won't let me fall.
You steal my heart, and you take my breath away.
Would you take me in? Take me deeper now?

How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?
And how can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?

Cause you're all I want, You're all I need
You're everything,everything
You're all I want your all I need
You're everything, everything.
You're all I want you're all I need.
You're everything, everything
You're all I want you're all I need, you're everything, everything.

And How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?
How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?

How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?

Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?

prom is over... i am a lagger....

the prom wasn't as great as expected. what was interesting about it was seeing everyone dressed in their best. everyone looked great. it wasn't very memorable... to me lah. k, me, shitat, yongkeat and jiaxiang met at ngiafung's house before going off to take a taxi.. or rather, 2 taxis to marriott hotel because there was 5 of us. me and ngiafung were in one while the others were in another. reach already we slacked at the lobby for awhile until the sec 3 councillors told us to move up to the 3rd floor outside the ballroom. we waited there for a long time before we were allowed inside. outside, i collected the tickets then give everyone in my table. zhenyan and cindy as always... late. but jie min was even later. but she had a valid reason. k lah, they weren't exactly late, they just arrived a lot later than the rest. i give everyone already i went to register. then go in, got food. the food quite ok only lah, not that nice, i would rather eat at a hawker centre, muahahahaha, just a joke. but seriously, the food not that nice, okok only. before going in, everyone was taking photos, i regretted not bringing my camera... damn... haha, nevermind. its over loh. maybe thats the reason i felt the prom was 'not enough'. i eat until damn full sia, cuz the girls at my table all eat very little, i eat until the chicken then the next dish come must stuff inside my mouth loh. i think the best was the fish. after everything everyone dance dance at the ballroom while the hotel crew clearing out the furniture, then i walk around, sit around, take somemore pictures then left with shitat, ngiafung, jiaziang, ivan and junyuan and yongquan. ivan and junyuan left halfway, then we decided to goplay pool. i dunno how to play, i learned alittle that day, actually pool not bad. then after that, took taxi back to bedok, they eat at mac, i didn't eat, cuz still quite full from the prom food. at the time should be 4am++ already loh. i left at about 5am go home, my mother already awake, she wakes up at 5am every morning. i faster bathe then jump onto bed to sleep loh. thats the end of prom.


just now i watch women's table tennis, singapore vs china. well... i guess yall know who won... china, but its ok, i think we should be proud of TEAM SINGAPORE simply because they represent us. so don't criticise them if they lose, because i don't think we could've done any better.


today was just another day, went swimming, kayhowe booked out of camp lastnight, today went out with him buy stuff cut hair then go home, sian, heng jarred just asked me tomorrow wanna go ikea tampines or else i'll be rotting at home again. today i see the shuttle bus queue, super long sia, hope tomorrow weekday it'll be shorter. i can't wait for wednesday, i dunno y i'm so excited about it, i'm going marina square seoul garden for orientation training at 3pm. but i think if work, i'll be working at seoul garden tampines. lets see... i have to bring pen and notebook, wear dark blue long jeans,wear a cap, a black shirt and 21.50 for the uniform. i hope i won't regret apply for a job at seoul garden. hahahaha.


k lah, i'm going to end now, good day