i'm just not good enough for you..

If ur reading, which u probably won't, hai... i'm sorry.. maybe i'm just not good enough for you, all i do is make u sad and hurt but i really don want to. i know ur sick of hearing 'sorrys', even i, am sick of saying them. i don't know whats happening to me, things i didn't mind at first, all seem to be becoming more and more significant, more and more important to me. i know i'm being stupid. u have more important stuff to do, studying and stuff and entertaining ain't part of them. i'm sorry, i'm just waiting, what right do i have? i really want us to talk, do stuff together, like friends. u probably feel uncomfortable with me right? am i being too demanding by asking for more attention when u have more important things to do..? maybe i am. does 'guys should always talk first' mean so much to u...? i guess they do sorry