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hi people, i'm back again, today's the 22th, i've officially slacked for 3 full weeks+ 1 day. everyday my father comes home from work the first thing he'll ask is 'found a job yet?' or if he reaches home first and sees me opening the door, he'll say 'go work is it?' well, of course i answer no. i guess its really time to look for another job and make money! i'm waiting for the rest of my seoul garden pay, probably be about 200 i suppose? my account only left 10 dollars only!!! i have make it increase to 1000 by the end of this holiday if not this holiday is completely wasted. CHEONG WORK! tomorrow i'm meeting george at mac at 10.30am armed with newpapers to find job. MUST GET A JOB TOMORROW! as each day passes, the closer we edge towards judgement day. RESULT DAY! so fast sia... SHIT. like i said before, if i can't get to tpjc, i'm going to temasek poly loh. i have a feeling i'm going to hate jc life sia, hahaha! i'll just take one step at a time.... wish me luck in finding a job tomorrow! good day

chalet is over... and i'm broke

the chalet was quite disappointing actually, there were people who said they would come but didn't turn up in the end. the first day of chalet was on 11th of january, last thursday. only me, george, jarred and roy stayed that night. did lots of preparation, marinating the chicken wings and stuff. realised i forgot to bring the marinating sauces. heng kayhowe help me bring the stuff over from my house. i tell ya, if kayhowe wasn't there to help me, this chalet would not have been possible. buy stuff, carry stuff. there was a hell lotta stuff to carry. george bring DVDs to watch. friday come, roy and jarred go home, forgot what they said they wanted to do. jarred came back in the evening but roy didn't. the bbq was ruined because of the damn rain, yingqi and clement came in the evening too. ying qi helped with the starting of the fire while clement watched TV. hahaha! oh ya, and i cooked curry chicken!! muahahahaha, though i didn't really make the curry, is use the paste cook one. but the chicken is i chop one and i'm damn proud of it! fried rice is george cook one, honestly, the fried rice quite nice sia. because of the stupid rain we used aluminium trays too cook. we need an elevated platform to place the aluminium trays on so we used the foldable table. in the end, we burnt it quite badly. u should have seen, the whole chalet was damn smokey. at night more people came, including mrs ganesan who came with a box of pies!! we watched DVDs till quite late, we watched a show called 'imprint'. i tell ya, once u watch that show, u'd think saw 2 is nothing compared to it, that show left a deep impression on all of us, hahaha! next day, saturday i forgot do what already, i only remembered go the beach near the chalet then they go play sand, on top is a picture of the people who were there. haha, yanyan and cindy gave me a birthday present! a float that i can only fit my head, a nice pair of slippers and a shirt which says 'i don't have an attitude, i just think i'm always right'. oh ya! did i say shitat's birthday was on friday, evelyn's birthday was on saturday i think. jiemin jiaxiang they all got a cake for us. us because they didn't forget about me!!! the cake said 'happy birthday dennis shitat evelyn' its been such a long time since i had a birthday cake. so long since it was celebrated. thank you people! i really appreciate it! saturday not many people stayed, lets see.... what did we do on sunday...... we went kbox. of course, i didn't touch the mic much because most of them were chinese songs and i never listen. and the english songs ones, the music videos like dunno what sia. don wanna describe.... there was honghong, me, george, shitat, junyuan and christopher in the the 'box'. hong hong and me left early back to the chalet cuz he wanted to get some stuff then go home. after he left i waited at the bus stop for the rest to come back. shitat, junyuan, ivan(came after they finished singing at kbox) and christtopher came back. pack the chalet awhile then they say want go OCH. ji dan, i lazy describe what happen lah. and nope, we didn't meet any funny funny stuff. go back chalet sleep, christopher left after a while cuz he gotta go school, ivan and junyuan left quite late i heard from shitat, hahaha! i was sleeping then. morning pack and checked out. lots of stuff to pay for, had to fork out money to pay my mother. super broke already. today went play pool and eat sakura at parkway. oh no, i spent money!!!!!! shit, must save save save, damn! haiya i end now loh, good day

hey

sorry i didn't update on my birthday as i said i would, but there really was nothing on that day worth blogging about, so good day. today i went to Singapore Poly openhouse, its located at dover, don really like the place though i have no idea why, i just don like it. anyway, nothing much to blog today too, good day

end of seoul garden for me

my last day at seoul garden was yesterday 31december 2006. i worked the whole day until night and did countdown alone on the bus. kayhowe smsed me ask me go out to eat supper but too tired, no mood to go out and not hungry also so i rejected him. go home bathe, used the com awhile then went to sleep. then today i went out with kayhowe to ikea, actually its quite an interesting place sia. we had lunch there, quite crowded. took quite awhile before we found seat. i waited at the seat awhile kayhowe went to get the food, muahahahaha, i feel like i'm bullying him sia.... eat already go walk around the place. at around 2.40pm we left the building. then got ice cream! we go buy. just started eating then suddenly we saw the shuttle bus come, we cheong the ice cream. i finish damn fast then kayhowe still got alot, he quickly asked me to help him finish, but couldn't fniish fast enough, the bus driver saw us then gestured to us to wait for the next bus. but we stubborn. i quickly finish the stupid ice cream then we chase the bus. the shuttle bus goes from tampines mrt to ikea then to courts megastore then back to tampines mrt. we chase the bus around ikea then towards courts megastore. i finished the ice cream while running. when the bus driver saw us he damn stun sia. so we boarded the bus at courts megastore. actually we could have ran straight to the courts megastore but we go and follow the bus route, turn around ikea then go courts megastore. damn stupid sia. hahaha! it'll be my birthday in about half an hour. but it doesn't seem very special to me, it'll be just like any other, i will blog about it tomorrow, till then, good day

as usual...

as usual, today go to work, my shift start at 12pm all the way until 5pm, today super sian, didn't really feel like working but still tried to smile at the customers, fortunately none of them were mean. then aini my colleague and friend told me she gotta attend a wedding dinner tomorrow night, told me to help her cover her shift. so i agreed. so tomorrow, which was suppose to my off day, is now occupied. sian................ i hate doing night shifts, i hate clearing up and cleaning!!! hahaha, but at least i don have to wake up so early tomorrow. then sunday christmas eve i also have to work, also night shift. monday there's a gift exchange at 10pm i think, everyone buy present and exchange. haha, haven done that for a really long time. i'm quitting at the end of the month, i think i will miss the people at seoul garden.

after work today, i went to eat ajisen with zhenyan, cindy and ngia fung. i ate pork curry ramen! very nice! but i never stir properly before then i finish the noodles, the bottom soup
damn thick, quite salty, if not i would've finished the soup. cindy order the dunno what volcano ramen, damn spicy, she eat until want to die like that, hahaha! ngia fung ate pork curry ramen too. he eat until his face super sweaty, like just finished running like that, seriously...

after eating, i rushed off to my uncle's house, just came back not long ago. they want to gather cuz my aunt and cousins just came back from England. talk and take pictures, not much stuff. hope i'll be in a better mood to work tomorrow. hai... good day

today's just another day

nothing much happened today, i was on floor, heng not on 'hot', if not i screw up like crazy again, today is 1st shift, tomorrow gotta work again, but is 2nd shift, have to go home late. hope the month faster end then i don have to work already, and i can't wait for the chalet to come. i can't wait to start doing NYAA gold, i can't wait to get Os results, not that i think that they'll be good, its because by then, it'll be february and then i'll know where i'm going to go, jc or poly. i hate the feeling of being direction-less. i end now loh, nothing to say loh, good day

6th day at work... i think

i think today is my 6th day at work, today i was transfered to another section, i was previously doing floor, collecting plates, maintain the tables and stuff, and that section is called 'floor', today i do 'hot'. as the name suggests, 'hot', refers to hot food. this is a one-man section. since today is my first day doing this, i was assigned a trainer. i didn't enjoy doing 'hot' one bit. the trainer was not patient, her english wasn't very good, that i can understand, but her instructions were unclear. ok, i'm sorry, i'm slow at learning, but c'mon, today is my first bloody day, how the hell u expect me to do as well as u do everyday. the worst thing is i may have to do it for the rest of my life in seoul garden, probably end of the month. i already told my manager that i may have to stop working at the end of december. he gave me 2 options, to quit completely with a letter of resignation or work less days a week. but i really don want do already, george got another lobang, go do banquet, but is got job then go do one, hahaha, i'm not despo for money also, i think i'll take that loh, its late, i'll probably type the letter of resignation tomorrow after work. shit, tomorrow got work, 10am to 5pm, 7 hours sia............. shit........... hai.... somemore i'm doing 'hot'. anyway, i guess u dunno what 'hot' section does. it cooks all the cooked food, simple. and i think its a heavy responsibility which i dare not carry, i'm afraid i'll screw up then the food like shit, then i DIE. hai........ nevermind, at least its in the morning and i don have to doing any cleaning. guess i'll sleep soon loh. end now loh. good day

today never work!!!!

i work 5days a week, today's one of the 2 days that i need not work, the first day was on tuesday. yesterday not bad sia, some malay girls wrote a good feedback to the manager on me sia. they said i was polite, hahahahaa! i'm polite sia! how many people can say they even know about a feedback form in Seoul Garden, much less wrote one. even i working at seoul garden i also dunno, muahahahahaha!!! hmm... i dunno sia, i maybe have to quit at the end of the month, cuz january got stuff and i cannot afford to miss them, got kayaking 2star with those part Ds doing NYAA gold, and of course the chalet from 11jan to 15jan. they're all on weekends which make it even worse, its compulsory for me to work on weekends sia. then i think no leave one, have to get someone to replace ur shift and u have to go back and do. example ur working in urworking in the first shift and u can't make it, u gotta get someone to replace u then go back for the second shift in the evening. super mah fan. hm... actually i'm starting to like the job already, but i won't miss my chalet and kayaking for anything!!! hahaha, good day

3rd day at work

if u people don't know i'm currently working at seoul garden tampines, but please, don come and kachiao kachiao ah, my boss will kill me. i won't post too much today cuz my fingers hurt from the scrubbing of the stove and i burnt my fingers. stupid me, i go and touch the damn trivet, then i my nervous system lag, touch so long then feel then finally let go. i just reached home not long ago, today do evening shift, tomorrow also, 5pm to about 11pm. tuesday then no work. sian, hope my fingers get better tomorrow or else i'll die sia. so far, i clear plates, clear table, do maintenance on the stove, thats all. i'll stop here, good day

orientation training today

today i went to marina square seoul garden for the orientation training. they taught how to disassemble the stove, assemble the stove, how to clean the stove. seriously, quite mah fan sia. the stove so many parts, what ornament frame, what inner box etc. next time, u think of playing with food at seoul garden, think of the people who're gonna clear up after ur mess. the training started at 3pm and ended at 7pm. teach teach teach then it ended with a theory test. i still not very sure with the pricings sia, damn. the tm seoul garden manager called me shortly after the training ended, very efficient sia. i'm suppose to start on this friday, 10am to 5pm, i hope i won't screw up. furthermore, i'll be working alone... hai... guess i'll make new friends there.
today training also alone, most of them were malays, i dunno why, and nope, i am not racist, its just an observation i made. i almost got lost in marina square second floor and almost late, so bloody big, i run here run there then found out i totally missed it when i was coming up the escalator. it was positioned behind the escalator and the escalator was outside of the mall itself. u could say it was 'outside' of marina square. anyway,i missed it and i went inside to run. after the training i went into the mall again, i got lost again, then i found the damn escalator only a stone throw away from seoul garden.

i am here because i can't sleep. maybe its because i've too much stuff on my mind. i don understand too many thiwngs about you. i don't kno why, i don't know why, i don't know why. i'm probably not making any sense to u people, but it doesn't matter, its for my eyes. just write shuang only. hahaha...

anyway, time to end it off once again... good day...

now playing... everything - lifehouse

Find Me Here
Speak To Me
I want to feel you
I need to hear you
You are the light
That's leading me
To the place where I find peace again.

You are the strength, that keeps me walking.
You are the hope, that keeps me trusting.
You are the light to my soul.
You are my purpose...you're everything.

How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?

You calm the storms, and you give me rest.
You hold me in your hands, you won't let me fall.
You steal my heart, and you take my breath away.
Would you take me in? Take me deeper now?

How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?
And how can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?

Cause you're all I want, You're all I need
You're everything,everything
You're all I want your all I need
You're everything, everything.
You're all I want you're all I need.
You're everything, everything
You're all I want you're all I need, you're everything, everything.

And How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?
How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?

How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?

Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?

prom is over... i am a lagger....

the prom wasn't as great as expected. what was interesting about it was seeing everyone dressed in their best. everyone looked great. it wasn't very memorable... to me lah. k, me, shitat, yongkeat and jiaxiang met at ngiafung's house before going off to take a taxi.. or rather, 2 taxis to marriott hotel because there was 5 of us. me and ngiafung were in one while the others were in another. reach already we slacked at the lobby for awhile until the sec 3 councillors told us to move up to the 3rd floor outside the ballroom. we waited there for a long time before we were allowed inside. outside, i collected the tickets then give everyone in my table. zhenyan and cindy as always... late. but jie min was even later. but she had a valid reason. k lah, they weren't exactly late, they just arrived a lot later than the rest. i give everyone already i went to register. then go in, got food. the food quite ok only lah, not that nice, i would rather eat at a hawker centre, muahahahaha, just a joke. but seriously, the food not that nice, okok only. before going in, everyone was taking photos, i regretted not bringing my camera... damn... haha, nevermind. its over loh. maybe thats the reason i felt the prom was 'not enough'. i eat until damn full sia, cuz the girls at my table all eat very little, i eat until the chicken then the next dish come must stuff inside my mouth loh. i think the best was the fish. after everything everyone dance dance at the ballroom while the hotel crew clearing out the furniture, then i walk around, sit around, take somemore pictures then left with shitat, ngiafung, jiaziang, ivan and junyuan and yongquan. ivan and junyuan left halfway, then we decided to goplay pool. i dunno how to play, i learned alittle that day, actually pool not bad. then after that, took taxi back to bedok, they eat at mac, i didn't eat, cuz still quite full from the prom food. at the time should be 4am++ already loh. i left at about 5am go home, my mother already awake, she wakes up at 5am every morning. i faster bathe then jump onto bed to sleep loh. thats the end of prom.


just now i watch women's table tennis, singapore vs china. well... i guess yall know who won... china, but its ok, i think we should be proud of TEAM SINGAPORE simply because they represent us. so don't criticise them if they lose, because i don't think we could've done any better.


today was just another day, went swimming, kayhowe booked out of camp lastnight, today went out with him buy stuff cut hair then go home, sian, heng jarred just asked me tomorrow wanna go ikea tampines or else i'll be rotting at home again. today i see the shuttle bus queue, super long sia, hope tomorrow weekday it'll be shorter. i can't wait for wednesday, i dunno y i'm so excited about it, i'm going marina square seoul garden for orientation training at 3pm. but i think if work, i'll be working at seoul garden tampines. lets see... i have to bring pen and notebook, wear dark blue long jeans,wear a cap, a black shirt and 21.50 for the uniform. i hope i won't regret apply for a job at seoul garden. hahahaha.


k lah, i'm going to end now, good day

prom prom prom

attention for all those who do not know, tomorrow must reach marriot at 6pm. this was what was told to me by wingtung, she told me is councillors pass one, so it should be reliable. i can't wait to see shi tat, not that i'm gay or anything, haha, but u'll know when u see him tomorrow. k, tomorrow i'm going to buy black shoes in the morning and cut my hair. oh ya, yesterday saw 'honghong' (junhong) at storm dying his hair. his hair brown brown already loh. come out like pai kia like that, hahaha. anyway, today i went to apply for a job at seoul garden. the orientation training is suppose to be tomorrow but got prom so i have to go the one on next wednesday. its at the seoul garden at marina square. after that then can start work. the manager said it was compulsory to work on public holidays and weekends. anyway also nothing to do so i agreed. i can't wait to start work, hahaha. k gonna end here already loh, good day

HOLIDAYS ARE HERE......... i know.... abit lag....

recently damn hardcore into swimming, went swimming for 5 consecutive days. u'll see me darker at prom. actually u can say i nothing to do thats y i went to swim. i'm going to apply for a job later at swissotel. alan told me it was 'cleaning plates'..? i also no sure.the pay is 7 dollars/hour. suppose to meet alan and ganda at bedok interchange at 11am, still got some time nothing to do so came up here to update. hope i can get the job. MONEY MONEY MONEY, MUAHAHAHAHAHA. actually i'm not despo for money also...... hahaha, nevermind, just go work and save the money up or somethin. i'll leave the house at 10.40am, stll got about 20 mins, go listen song first, good day

holidays are here...........almost

last paper on Monday, Science MCQ, hai..... sian, i'm already starting to get bored of holidays. don have much stuff to do. hope i can find a job soon, i hate to be a couch potato for 4 months. i can't go any JC because of my lousy prelim results. or should i go poly.....? let my results decide. i stayed at home the whole day slacking. sleep, play games with roy, watch tv. damn, am i going to do this for 4 months...? anyone got lobangs for job must tell me. good day

today is a boring day

my house is left with my brother and i. i don't talk to my brother unless i absolutely have to, so kinda quiet. my sis went to KL with my aunt and cousins. my parents went to bangkok to 拜神, i have no idea why they must go all the way there to do that but they're coming back tomorrow night loh. u can tell how bored i am. when i blog, it means that i have nothing to do and am super bored. nobody come here already loh, only one person, whom i have no idea who he is. he left a comment. haha, well.. if ur reading, thank you. k today wake up, on com, play ff7, then just now play play play, the game tio stuck. then go steamboat at my uncle's house, eat eat eat then go home,damn i'm still hungry sia. hai.... hope Os end soon.. am i saying this in all of my posts? haha, nevermind.good day

tomorrow tomorrow

tomorrow is geography paper 2 and i'm damn worried but i dunno why i'm still online and not studying.i thought it starts 8am but was prepared to stay up late and drank 2 cups of coffee. sian, now i can't sleep already. maybe i'll go study later or something until the caffeine wears off. geog get b3 i happy loh. hope the Os ends soon. anybody got lobang for work after Os? i'm looking for a job, i can't possibly be staying at home everyday until march or june(if i go poly). lazy to write more, good day

monday - social studies and E maths paper 1

yesterday was lit, as usual i don think i did well for it, but i think it was the best i've ever done for lit, i threw in everything i've got and i ain't gonna think about it anymore. i going to do my best for s.s and try pass combined humanities. ganda's gonna teach me s.s skills tomorrow in school then gotta go for tuition at 2pm. i'm gonna try finish studying s.s tomorrow then concentrate on e maths on sunday. i'm going to give the Os my best shot, whatever shit results i get i will not regret it! poly or jc, it doesn't matter... but of course, jc is where i want to go. i've been slacking quite alot today actually, i'm gonna try make up for it tomorrow.

alan just asked me to go have supper with him, we're meeting at 11.50pm at the market nearby. i'll try not to eat so much, i'm trying to lose weight. i think i shouldn't eat supper at all though.. but nevermind, since i've already agreed to go eat with him.

'O' level science(biology)

i really think no matter how hard i study, stuff can't get into my stupid brain and stay there. i don't think i did well for the science bio paper today. wtf, i can't even do well for science, am i stupid or what? the damn Os are killing me, tomorrow is another killer subject- literature. the highest i have ever scored for lit was 25/50 and highest for social studies was 25/50 as well, how the hell am i suppose to take combined humanities? just hope the Os end soon, then i'm going to heck care everything until february when we get our results. i'm studying human geography now,nothing's going in, the words are just running through my head. right now to me, they're nothing more than words. i feel bloody stressed right now and she's angry at me. argh...............

plain o' lazy

damn lazy to blog, come in write afew lines then go off loh, hahaha, anyway, i don have to say also, look up, its say 'my boring life'. now u know how boring it is. today was O level chinese, i don think i did well, so i guess i'll have to use the B3 from june's O level chinese. paper 2 i couldn't finish so is confirm die one, paper 1 i finished too fast, write too little i think, hahaha, but nevermind, its over already, no use think about it anymore. i'm prepared to go poly after i get my results. this week left science bio on wednesday and literature on thursday. hopefully i'll be able to get a A1 for science. for ur information, in all my 4 years in anglican, i have never gotten a distinction in any of my subjects, hahaha, i'm probably just stupid. damn lazy to go and study now, Os start already and i'm still slacking. later go continue read human geog then go sleep. damn i can't wait for Os to be over, last paper 20th nov, then i'm gonna go get a damn job, then work work work till i die. hai, sian, if anybody still comes here, leave me a tag, i need motivation to update this shit