prelims are coming... damn...

it seems like yesterday when a countdown to prelims was started in my class... though it was totally forgotten eventually. it was 70 days to prelims then. in case yall dunno its now 23 days to prelims. its 3 weeks plus 2 days. hai... i think i'm really ill-prepared, i looked at last year's science chem prelim paper. i searched the chem textbook so many times for the answers, showing my poor grasp of the subject. then there's bio, so much stuff to study. september holidays must CHEONG already loh. my test results for this term are super shitty, its either i pass poorly or i fail. nevermind, don care lah, i go slack first, hahaha, good day

Sakura!........... again...

haha, today is a school holiday for the whole of anglican high in view of the 50th founders' day! woke up at 8am, surely holiday also so early wake up. anyway, slacked on the com till 11pm+ i made my way to the bus stop near my block, was meeting george at 12pm at bedok interchange. reach the bus stop i wait till 11.51am, then no time already, i cheong to interchange, reached at 11.59am, for once i wasn't late. then took 197 to parkway, walk to parkway, go sakura eat. as always, we cheong! but this time we ate very little sushi. oh ya, i skipped breakfast so that i can eat more at sakura! haha, i skipped dinner too, till now still not hungry. after that we toook 197 back to bedok interchange to watch lake house at princess. today monday, super cheap! five dollars! its a nice show, i shan't say anything about it for the sake of those who want to watch it. haha, then go home slack on com, did alittle bit of maths then here i am on the com again, probably gonna sleep soon, bye!

sian...

my friend took my phone to sell, got the money, his friend want sell xbox, he took my money to buy and i have to wait for his payday before i can get the damn money. i want change phone!!!!! i'm using the stupid 8250 i used in sec 1, i broke the cover recently somemore. after i get my money, i will go buy phone!!! i don care what phone, just a decent phone will do. listening to 'just feel better' by carlos santana featuring steve tyler from aerosmit, super nice. today is just another day for me to waste away, 91 days to O levels, about 3 months, can get into tpjc can already. lots of people discouraging me from going there but i'm going anyway. haha, i remember shyang long saying in sec 1 or 2 he want go tampines jc, i don think he wants to go there now. damn i'm sick, coughing and flu, supposed to go running with jasper but i pangsehed him.

i'm not going to esplanade tomorrow, supposed to go with ncc people, but i keep forgetting to bring money, in the end never buy. i'd rather not go than go there and sit alone. hai, i'd end this now, bye!

hello

just another update to tell u how boring my life really is. well... its VERY boring, my internet connection speed finally normal already, i think it was some problem with singnet. my internet download speed was reduced to less than half of the speed i was suppose to download stuff at. go youtube watch stuff load so slow until i pekchek don want watch already. listening to tears and rain by james blunt now, damn nice, listen to it here: http://www.myfilehut.com/userfiles/141612/james%20blunt%20-%20back%20to%20bedlam%20-%20tears%20and%20rain.mp3 i uploaded it at filehut for u guys. u won't regret listening to it.

boring day, school, go home, sleep, wake up, doing a teeny weeny bit of maths and here i am using the com. sian lah, end here, bye

its all about you...

sorry i ever doubted you, but i know now ur the best thing that ever happened to me. we will work hard together, i will do my best to understand you, sorry for always making you unhappy ok? if u see this, i love you! swyswyswy!!!

happy birthday anglican high

today is the 50th anniversary of Anglican High, everyone have to go back to school for a celebration, it wasn't as boring as i thought it to be, this is the first founder's day that i didn't have to do NCC duties. i don really have anything to say today actually, good day

i'm just not good enough for you..

If ur reading, which u probably won't, hai... i'm sorry.. maybe i'm just not good enough for you, all i do is make u sad and hurt but i really don want to. i know ur sick of hearing 'sorrys', even i, am sick of saying them. i don't know whats happening to me, things i didn't mind at first, all seem to be becoming more and more significant, more and more important to me. i know i'm being stupid. u have more important stuff to do, studying and stuff and entertaining ain't part of them. i'm sorry, i'm just waiting, what right do i have? i really want us to talk, do stuff together, like friends. u probably feel uncomfortable with me right? am i being too demanding by asking for more attention when u have more important things to do..? maybe i am. does 'guys should always talk first' mean so much to u...? i guess they do sorry

NCC BBQ at chua's house

mr chua organised a BBQ for the NCC part Ds last night but too bad not everyone attended it, hai.. anyway, we went to play lan at the katong shopping centre there. play counterstrike awhile then everyone play dota including me. i thought dota wasn't that fun at first, maybe because i was playing with the A.I at home? but i enjoyed playing with the Part Ds yesterday. of course, i still noob, walk here walk there anyhow cheong then die, then anyhow scold, not really scolding anyone. just scold for the sake of scolding. after the thing wenyong found out his phone got stolen. fuck that thief. we tried searching for awhile before we walked to mr chua's house. after the bbq, some went to play lan again then go liptat's house watch soccer, the others went home. i went home.

NCC Day

like previous years, ncc day wear no.4 to school wear whole day but today wasn't the actual ncc day, it was suppose to be on 1st of july but since it was a saturday and we had the sports meet on friday so today then 'celebrate'. kayhowe and i met for breakfast in the morning, reach 85 there then realise 85 never open, dunno what they trying to do, in the end we go 7 eleven buy the 'ready meals', the one u put inside the microwave oven and heat one. after then cheong up cuz we're almost late. standing at stage was really tiring. 老了， 老了。。。 the rest of the day ran around in the stuffy no.4 but well... wear last time already, i'm gonna miss running in my no.4, hahaha.

happy youth day.....??

tomorrow is youth day, seriously, i dunno what its for. who cares, as long as its a holiday no need go school, wake up late! hahaha! today is just another day, slacked all day, i'm just going to waste my miserable life away eh? i don really have any plans for tomorrow yet, probably gonna go get present for a friend? i'm hungry, i feel like going SAKURA tomorrow! hahahaha! but cannot, must save money. i have nothing to write anymore, hai... what to do, i'm a boring person.

seems meaningless

Sports Meet 2006

today sports meet, last year in AHS i wanted to take part in it one sia, but too bad that time NCC selection i couldn't make it because of SSS or some other reason that i cannot recall. haha, but i probably disgrace myself and NCC so i forgot about it. anyway, today was a great day for NCC, almost won all the relay races we took part in except for one which we got 2nd, nevertheless still good! hahaha. kayhowe lost his 1.5km but its okay! he did his best, but i think he wasn't on form though, he could've done better i believe. anyway, we're going to train for 2.4km! damn, looking my position now i cannot believe i was once 13th in position in sec 1, probably its because of my weight? or maybe people just got better, haha, but nevermind! this is my one last shot at higher positions, i will train hard. NCC got 2nd for cheering competition, i still think we did better than ED and we should've gotten 1st!! k lah, i'm biased, but NCC did great. the sports meet ended at about 11am, then go home, i should've went with sec4 ncc people to eat at KFC but i was lazy and no money! sorry. i walk with wenguang home, he treated me to chicken rice! hahaha, now i owe him. eat already i walk home alone. walk until the bus stop near my block, i saw her. we just smiled at each other and i continued walking home.. hai... maybe i should've tried to talk alittle...? i dunno. reached home i smsed her, we talked online when she got home. its been about 2 weeks since we had a 'proper' conversation other than everyday smsing. hai... talk talk talk then after we went to sleep. i woke up watch tv, i smsed her, she hasn't replied yet though, i'm going to watch soccer with george again at around 10pm++, hahaha, he bet again. well, i guess thats all for today, good day

Now playing: Forever- Stratovarius

I stand alone in the darkness
The winter of my life came so fast
Memories go back to my childhood
To days I still recall

Oh how happy I was then
There was no sorrow there was no pain
Walking through the green fields
Sunshine in my eyes

I'm still there everywhere
I'm the dust in the wind
I'm the star in the northern sky
I never stayed anywhere
I'm the wind in the trees
Would you wait for me forever?

walkathon....lame shit

good day, just returned from running at bedok reservoir with kayhowe an hour ago. today was a really really long day at school, time seemed to go SO SSSLLLLLLOOOOOOWWWWWWWLLLLLLLLLYYYYYYYYY....................... except during chinese. i was awake for the first ten minutes, but i slept the rest of the lesson. speaking of chinese, chinese 'o' lvl oral is thursday and friday!!! for ur information i failed my chinese oral last year. 想不出东西讲 i've always done badly for oral exams, no surprise. hai... i think i have to retake my chinese 'o' lvl at the end of the year, my 作文 write wrong loh. anyway, after school was walkathon, surely very walkathon one, its not even 1km i think. damn lame sia. i'm lazy to write more loh, good bye

i feel like giving up... but i still love u... so i won't

last weekday before school term starts

school term's almost starting loh, so fast, i've wasted away 4 weeks when i should've been studying. i don want this holiday to end but maybe school ain't so bad. i'm only intending to do chem and english homework, the others heck with them. today is george's birthday, those haven wish him happy birthday one, faster go and do it. haven got him anything YET, but i WILL. i guess it doesn't make a difference whether i update this shit or not. just nothing to do come here and anyhow say shit.

should i continue or should i give up...?

Sakura!

haha, here's my second post! i will try to remember that i do have a blog. sian, my com hanged while i was playing warcraft 3, i play so long going to cheong the damn arse already then it hang!! don wanna play already loh, as always my neighbour smses me and asks me to help him find cheats for a game. i'm repeating the song 'blind' by lifehouse on my com, damn nice. today went with george to 'sakura' at parkway parade, buffet for lunch, eat until damn bao, trying to fan ben, but u know thats impossible. somehow they will still earn money no matter how much u eat. not bad lah, sushi, ice cream, cooked food.. all for twenty dollars, i guess its quite worth it? its at the kbox building there, u can't miss it, its opposite parkway parade mall, u have to take an escalator up to see the restaurant. after eating, have to go 'help' digestion little bit so walk walk awhile. go home i smsed my mother not to get dinner for me. till now i still not hungry sia, hahaha, nothing special today except going to 'Sakura' to have lunch. i'll end off this shit which nobody reads. good day.

Holidays

i don't know y i like deleting all my posts so much, cleared it afew times already, hahaha, so this is the very first post, u can't count on me to maintain a blog regularly but i'll try. whats wrong with me... i'm talking to myself...? hahaha, today was another normal day, played warcraft 3 all day, went to sleep awhile before i went tuition at 5.30pm. went home, i had fried rice for dinner, it was damn nice.... or maybe i was hungry. probably gonna go play warcraft 3 again after finishing typing stuff here though i really don feel like doing anything. maybe thats y i'm here blogging? been slacking the whole holiday, last day of the 2nd week and i haven started doing revision for the 'O's. 2 weeks more only. damn...