tomorrow's affirmation ceremony!

hahaha, i dunno y i want to go the affirmation ceremony. i just want to go back. maybe its because i want to go back to anglican high. i find out i love anglican high now even more than i did before when i was still studying there. i want to study in ahs again!!! damn... secondary school life rocks, i think i'm going to hate poly life. so i want to go back ahs as often as possible. this is one of the main reasons i decided to be a CLT. another main reason is of course because of ncc lah! hahaha! today me and kayhowe suppose to meet at 9am. i woke up at 8.30am, bathed and all. i smsed him at 9am whether he was coming my house yet. he said he was coming. i told him to come my house when he was done. haha, i went back to sleep while waiting. i sleep until 11am. then i smsed him again. he said he went to sleep then just woke up only, hahahaha! well.. it was a good thing, i got to sleep alittle bit more! on the way to my house he bought sugarcane juice and nasi lemak from the market. actually the nasi lemak not bad, especially the chicken wing. we went to bugis to shop for clothes. in the end he got a gift and i got a card... no clothes. hahahaa, then we went back to bedok in the evening. i had chicken rice for dinner. i go home then kayhowe went SOMEWHERE ELSE, DO OTHER STUFF. hahahaha! at night went tampines continue present shopping, only me, but he came with me. couldn't find anything good. then we go kfc eat. shit i eat so much i'm getting fat. damn. CLT course is coming!!!!! starts on monday!!!!!! CHEONG!

i'm back again

just came back from supper with kayhowe, haha, i know i shouldn't go for suppers. but well.. i couldn't resist the temptation, hahaha! and it was quite heavy somemore. i had chicken chop and kayhowe had chicken cutlet. then we had a bowl of 3 dollars bar chor mee each. we did this the other day too. exact same food somemore, hahaha! today i went to national library with ngia fung and alvin. ngiafung wanted to research on his project work. alvin went there to do his chemistry homework. and me? i was there to slack. hahaha! after that go bugis walk around then go old chang kee buy squids!!! hahaha! after that nf go back to work at his parents' stall, i go with alvin to collect guitar from his friend. then go home. this is my boring life, good day

no.1, no.3 and no.4!!!

today went out with boju to help him decide on which laptop to buy, so went to ngee ann poly at clementi. we went to dover then change to bus 74 to go ngee ann poly. haha, he could've just put SP which is just beside the dover mrt station but he didn't......... he's gonna have a hard time these 3 years, travelling between east and west everyday. ke lian. in the end he got a lenovo thinkpad t60 which costs 2.4k, half the while he was worrying about the laptop being unable to go into his bag................ then he went for his colour vision test as required by his course 'aerospace technology'

after his test we left the place and took 154 outside ngee ann poly to clementi to have lunch. i ate fish and chips. 6 dollars but not worth the money at all. the food is just..... too ordinary. tooooooooooooooooooooo ordinary that it sucks. eat already we took mrt to yio chu kang to collect uniforms. i'm going for CLT course. to everyone who's reading this, don tell anyone i'm going CLT course! like that then got the element of surprise. haha, its a residential course so yall probably won't be able to contact me from 2 april to 14 april. however i'll be able to book out on the weekend. i'll be contactable then. i think. lucky we went yesterday and not today. later today have to back yio chu kang for the CLT course briefing. so i bet alot of them will be collecting uniforms today too. they're gonna regret it cuz its gonna take alot of time. 2 sets of no.4 including boots, beret, jockey cap, socks, gutters. 1 set of no. 3 with boots and socks and belt. 1 set of no.1 with the buttons and stuff and the head gear. the no.1 is on loan but the rest is FREE! hahaha! as u can expect, its alot of stuff, so we took a cab back home, 14 dollars sia. go home damn tired, i eat dinner i go sleep then i wake up now. sian, donthink i can get back to sleep already loh. hahaha, i go eat 'mr potato' chips! hahaha! good day

never fell in love with someone so deeply before, never fell so hard before

went out

yesteday went out with george to bugis. he said the cinema seats there were comfortable and lots of leg space, so he wanted to go there to watch a movie... wth... hahaha! we watched the messenger. ghost show. about some psychotic father who killed his whole family in the house. then years later another family moved in. then the dead people start 'warning' the new family about the father who came to work at their farm. standard story, the daughter tell the parents, parents never believe and stuff. the seats also not as good as george described it lah. the one we were allocated faulty one then we changed seats. go out with george surely won't do anything much one, haha, always is watch movie then he'll say go home. he'll probably go home and sleep. hahaha! now's after twelve already, today going gym with george. he suddenly wanna go, hhaa, weird. well i think i better go sleep already, goodnight, good day.


i want to talk to you but i don want to talk to you, i have nothing to say to you, but i have alot of things to ask you

i want to be free of you

am i holding false hopes...? how i long for you, how i long to be free of you, doesn't that sound contradicting..? it is. i am sad, i am hurt. how i can be nothing more than an ordinary friend to you? sad but true. i know these chains were bounded by no one but myself, they should never have been made, now i have to break free of them myself. these chains are thick and heavy, with every second they stay bounded, i am crushed onto the ground. strangely, it only hurts beneath my chest. only i have have the power to break free, but i am hesitating.... i hate this pain, i want to be free. i'm locked and stuck.... for the moment.

back again

DAMN, my pay haven come. DAMN. the agency there screw up. called and said earliest i will get the money will be on monday and latest on wednesday. sian ah, by then the IT show over already. i want a laptop! haha, don think my pay would be enough to pay for it, but i just want a laptop. damn. no money. shit. i'm still jobless... shit. slack damn long loh. hahaha! anyway, for those who don't know, i've been posted to temasek poly, taking hospitality and tourism management. i can't wait for school to start, i'm damn bored at home sia. don't think anybody wants to employ someone who's about to start school soon. end here, good day